So you can only teach after you have done it yourself.


can you hold my hand?

extra tight tonight?

can you be the one i love in real life, in real life?

pinch me if i’m dreaming,

what is this feeling?

i’m scared i’ve never felt like this before…

butterflies in my stomach plus is doesn’t rain anymore?

what is this feeling?

i turned happy, i remember when i used to talk about sad shit and felt snappy.

new days a new phase and new shades

sun shining my way and i could make it through the days…

sleep easy keep it positive and spread love.

just love.

all i got is you.. that’s enough for me

that’s enough for three like three scoops of ice cream.

i’m your best friend and your my lover too, your my best friend and my lover too. true

your the x’s to my o’s hugs and kisses when i’m low.

sometimes you get the check when my bank account broke.

i got you you got me you got me i got we. i got us i got it. i love you nonstop its.

what i know and i know it’s you it’s what i know and i know is you.

ain’t no one like the one i got…

m just

im just a regular little average dude who thinks hes not another average dude

small town suburan kid with a pretty big attitude

pokes fun so he laughs at u used to turn his back at you but now he’s grown and wants nothing more than to be that dude whos gots your back for you

small nigga big heart

dumb but he’s streets smart superficial with a deep heart

in love with the peace art

douchy with his remarks

his pens flows short words like micro

round like life cycles

auto like motor cycles

louder than gun  rifles

paints like he bought at michaels.

i feel appreciated

its like we were demonstrated

showing its not fake when both are naked

to me she is eve and i am adam

created through friendship and love

mix those two together and you create forever

a beginning of a dynasty

i fell into you like i was in guerilla warfare

trapped in your boobies, i mean i was a boobie trapped.

but i’d stay in this hole with you forever but we’d figure it out together.

no sexual pleasure just pressure, i lie.

patience. it’s more of our balance.

we got so much of its like a talent

hit the top of the game with the mallet 

i can wait, longer than you can think.

like a wise man once told me. 

he never really told me

we’re both still okay. i probably got some deep dark secrets but you know i’ll say…

its probably for the better

i’m a… blind man. i run to iran asked them why we were here he pulled a gun out so iran

i love you like i don’t know you

i would never want to hold you

your a piece a shit or a slut dancin’ in the showroom

just the slutty one though. not the one whos tryna pay bills. the one whos down to fuck for free cus she into dirty hoe thrills.

pussy thinkin’ more bills 

tryna have a good time gettin’ taxed like she was mobile

i swear to god i’m getting broke and i can’t climb out this hill yo

why gas so damn expensive all of a sudden whats the deal bro?

i see those richer gettin’ richer and watchin’ the poorer gettin poorer

that shit worse than my grammer they just wanting morer.

is it safe to say that this government ain’t for our people

just the 1% of those niggas who be pulling all the strings

pullin out a new change smoke and mirrors new stage

i can’t trust no one in any business

question all that is heard freedom of speech is a witness

this is really happening…

government raping its own people

there too many of us now to call ourselves all equal…

but it’s always been that way 

only few win so it stays that way.

now my question is what’s key?

what does it take to be atleast top 3

standing on a throne

i’d like to know

i want to be known

first i guess i must learn how to cooperate?

should i do it for my daughters sake?

next…

live life like theres no tomorrow?

i don’t know how.

im too suppressed so i just look down.

ever since my mom schooled me on who i was its just been ups and downs

can’t live like theres no tomorrow

i’ve done that before and made some bad decisions 

bad decisions that i’m still living with cus i lived without a vision

that hurts people i hurt people

so i alert people now i’m real people

i’ll tell you how it is and for some reason that the only way i could see it.

God please guide me so i could be able to show it.

my passion, my drive, no lie, i hide, deep within the gaps of hollow tombs of decay.

i’ve got a ghost inside of me, almost like a zombie

it’s probably my own soul beneath me thats really haunting.

tired and weary, i can’t see clearly

i hardly move only at the finger tips

forget to breath often so respiration is limited

teeth hurt lost my wisdom.

i believe it’s wise to take them out

if you leave em in there’d be one too many in a crowd.

mom filled my head with doubt

and the other half uncertainty

type of person to change the set soon as the curtains screech.

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good life. id like to live it but i’m just moving around with my pivot..